Retrospection

by hatsnriver

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1.
Back in Time 01:00
So i raise my bottle up to all the punkrock bands i was listening to when i was young because of them, i am who i am i turn the music up (only) ever once in a while i don‘t have time anymore what a shame now who’s to blame? is it me losing sight to all the dreams that i had back in time?
2.
It felt like my whole mind was leaving this damn room before my eyes And I cannot explain, I just saw it go by I cannot think straight or be alright at any time I’m just breaking inside I can feel the pieces Falling down Just broken pieces on the ground I’m a broken mind I’m not meant to be In this world of hate throw away the key To my locked up cell And let me rot in my own hell Dammit can’t you see I’m not your enemy She tried to take her life inspired by the hatred of us all She never had a chance, and she never belonged To any group or anyone so no one saw her falling And she kept falling Till the end Till the end She’s a broken mind She’s not meant to be In this world of hate throw away the key to her locked up cell And let her rot in her own hell Dammit can’t you see She’s not your enemy We’re not your enemy Distorted perception. No flaws, no perfection. Competition, failure, consequential loss. Catching light, reflecting shadows, spreading darkness, over a world that is already lost We’re just broken minds We’re not meant to be In this world of hate throw away the key To our locked up cells And let us rot in our own hell Dammit can’t you see We’re not your enemy No where to run no where to hide We’re not your enemy Another pain another life We’re not your enemy we can’t escape we can’t deny We’re not your enemy that we cannot change whats in our minds but We’re not your enemy
3.
The time is lost the moment’s over The chance is gone we‘ve just screwed up Things like this just wouldn’t happen if the both of us were sober For the sake of our guilt let’s say that it was just bad luck Or we wash a way the bad Thoughts in our heads Turn around and start all over You can’t regret mistakes you‘ve never done You can’t forget memories that you‘ve never had Let‘s wright our stories the best we can Don‘t care about the fortune We make our own plans Shift gear and the car is gone Let‘s ride to where we don‘t belong But don‘t sing to that awful song Well screw it, turn the radio up loud And scream out our lungs Till everybody sees That that’s the way to be cause You can’t regret mistakes you‘ve never done You can’t forget memories that you‘ve never had Let‘s wright our stories the best we can Don‘t care about the fortune We make our own plans Don‘t care about the fortune We make our own plans Don‘t care about the fortune We make our own plans Don‘t care about the fortune We make our own plans Don‘t care about the fortune We make our own plans You can’t regret mistakes you‘ve never done You can’t forget memories that you‘ve never had Let‘s wright our stories the best we can Don‘t care about the fortune We make our own plans
4.
We can't control what's in our minds We cannot force a will, it's time to wake, before it is too late No tension no relief, no happiness no grief, no life, can go without pain Let's make use of our time, it doesn't matter where we go It's all more or less the same Let's take some chances, the unknown May bring some friends, my guide us home Nothing's for nothing so never suppose That it's just 'bout killing time, it's the boredom that we kill No big things started with falling into line Makes us stronger What doesn't kill us Wonder not why I'm here with you We won't just sit this through No longer We'll be afraid of heights Or any other threat Keep it coming, just keep it coming And in the end you'll disappoint yourself While searching for a goal You're not supposed to find Just have a good time Don't waste too many thoughts Just step out of the line Makes us stronger What doesn't kill us Wonder, not why I'm here with you We won't just sit this through No longer We'll be afraid of heights Or any other threat Keep it coming, just keep it coming
5.
Blurred image, wrong notion, lies Turn into reality when all of us lose our disguise You can never run or hide From your own insanity, you know the answer just decide Which way to go No headlights no way home No way to go My hands are tied, my hands are tied I wanna get to you, i wanna get to you Your mind is tired you think your time's expired But I want you to Hold on, hold on This is gonna be a meltdown in your thoughts Can you explain what makes you want Kill the things that are haunting you? Can never be a part of me Till you want to be free, you want to be free It's your mind not just a maze Take your time and find a way To get back to reality My hands are tied, my hands are tied I wanna get to you, I wanna get to you Your mind is tired you think your time's expired But I want you to Hold on My hands are tied, my hands are tied I wanna get to you, I wanna get to you Your mind is tired you think your time's expired But I want you to Hold on, hold on
6.
Interlude 00:42
7.
..the Ending 01:12
Just got my forecast It said soon I‘m gonna die Ripped from this world and all that’s left is just unfinised songs on my harddrive Some LPs no one would listen to, Skate shoes just worn out and used, A book with all the lyrics that i write No one would ever read them, no one could ever read them Black out no memories Darkness is what I’ve got Won’t get to see the miracles and stupid things, that I would rather not So many things that bother me, politics, economy And all the series that i‘m into And I cannot go on watching FuckIi wanna know the ending To all the ones got left behind I hope you‘re having a good time Wont see each other for a while but that’s ok
8.
Pictures 02:43
Here‘s to us Here‘s a Picture, of us playing, in the sand We were young We were reckless But most of all, we were friends But time does go on And life goes its ways Sometimes we’ve got to be strong While our purpose fades away So here‘s to us Here‘s to a time Without pain, and no regrets But everything comes to an end And always someone gets left without a friend Painted pictures in my head are the only things that last Here‘s to the times Here‘s to the places Here‘s to the friends that got lost on the way Here‘s to the times Where nothing‘s ever wasted And some day We‘ll meet the ones that got lost on the way I wanna stay In my pictures, to escape From the bitter reality coming my way to collect all the favors I‘ve claimed Disrupted pictures in my head are the only things that last Here‘s to the times Here‘s to the places Here‘s to the friends that got lost on the way Here‘s to the times Where nothing‘s ever wasted And some day We‘ll meet the ones that got lost on the way Here‘s to the times Here‘s to the places Here‘s to the friends that got lost on the way Here‘s to the times Where nothing‘s ever wasted And some day We‘ll meet the ones that got lost on the way
9.
Loneliness is killing me And all the support is fulfilling me I try to stay calm while i chase my dreams But i guess that I’m not who i used to be Maybe it’s not bad to be afraid Step by step moving on the way Face the fact that I have to change While deep inside I gotta stay the same But it’s not about fame Its about change, and going my way ‘Bout putting together the pieces to gain Fulfillment in life, reducing the pain There is no place for shame Doing whatever it takes to stay sane But maybe that’s wrong at the end of the day I cannot resist There‘s no control It’s forever haunting me ‘Till there‘s a place i can call home I wanna do something Not just trying I need an offer that i can’t deny I wanna step out of the line Make something new all free from lies I close my eyes, watch the pictures that made up my life Wanna do something but I’m petrified I cant do nothing while everyone dies Not for real but inside Just in their minds Is everyone blind This is your life, boom surprise, No one can see your true self in disguise There‘s no reason to hide on this one-way-ticket-bumpy-ride There‘s no value when its not worth a fight I cannot resist There‘s no control It’s forever haunting me ‘Till there‘s a place i can call home T cannot exist ‘Till I find a way To be the person that I wanna be I’m gonna find a way
10.
Fragments 02:48
True fact, this life‘s just one act Of collisions and contracts Promoted to work until you fall and crack Sometimes you need to get wrecked Two shots cannot effect much But can pull out some words from ones mouth never supposed to be said At least it cleared your head No retrospection that, can’t be seen in a recap Another time, another place As gravity’s taking you further away You’ll never be back, you‘ll never be back You can’t control, you cannot check That everything goes according to plan So just get back, just get back Sleep tight, or never be tired Of your desolated life Gain up, overdrive, paint your shells Get inked, get out, get hurt, get well Try and make some wrong decisions Go and learn from your mistakes ‘Cause happiness cannot be faked Maybe you get to escape From the spinning wheel that you‘ve been in to race Hold tight and redirect your ways Another time, another place As gravity’s taking you further away You’ll never be back, you‘ll never be back You can’t control, you cannot check That everything goes according to plan So just get back, just get back
11.
Rough Times 02:09
Don’t shoot the messenger I am not to blame I‘m just a little piece in this fucked up chess game Can’t you see that all of this is just a scam Just fairytales, getting blackmailed, fake personalities Living in a sick society There’s no willingness to help if not for cash Where did all the friendships go that where supposed to last Know that anytime someone could stab you in the back Frustrated community with anger from the past Looking at a promising forecast Rough times, rough actions Stupid minds, wrong perception Lack of humanity, the world against itself it seems Rough times, rough actions Stupid minds, wrong perception Lack of humanity, the world against itself it seems Should we sit and wait for better times? Shall we be polite and stand in line? With a grind silently giving our lives Don’t shoot the messenger, he is not to blame At least not more than anyone as we‘re just all the same Wouldn‘t stop for nothing to achieve fortune and fame Another wrong red button and we‘re loosing this endgame
12.
Wastelands 02:22
We are the wastelands, wooh ooh forgotten and forsaken But we won‘t take it anymore Down in the wastelands, you gotta face it You can’t keep us quiet anymore Outcasts, good-for-nothings, no longer in your control We‘re gonna rise up Damn right we‘re not just bluffing Wanna live not just get old There‘s no price on our souls We are the wastelands, wooh ooh forgotten and forsaken But we won‘t take it anymore Down in the wastelands, you gotta face it You can’t keep us quiet anymore Painting pictures in our heads from stories that‘ve been told Soon be visible to the eye Raising power raising hope we no longer hide under your feet We are the wastelands, wooh ooh forgotten and forsaken But we won‘t take it anymore Down in the wastelands, you gotta face it You can’t keep us quiet anymore
13.
I guess I am done I just got another round, and now I‘m broke and I am drunk I slur I stumble and I talk to everyone, about every single shit that’s going on About my ex, about my future leading to nowhere About how this fucked up world is going down and no one cares About my feelings and how bad I wish that we‘d met more And the neighbours from the fuckin’ 2nd floor Let’s meet at the bar Well there‘s no need to meet, as I never go far away from here Order another round! ‘Cause I don’t wanna get sober and theres so much to think about I don’t get why everyone’s so dumb We fight against ourselves, are listening to stupid songs They voted Donald Trump and everybody got fucked Goodbye united kingdom and good luck Wait a sec, ‘cause there‘s so much more let’s Face the fact that we‘re just waiting for Ourselves to go down Order another round And forget what we were talking about I cannot escape I don’t even like myself but I will never change I will never change

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released March 11, 2022

Written and performed by Gerald Hartwagner
Recording and Mixing @ Soundschmiede
Engineered by Gerald Hartwagner
Mastering by Matthias Krenn

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